hell and all its pains and torments
One can read so much about hell and revelations of those who have seen it. Never is it found amongst these writers one who has experienced it. Read this and understand the depth of loneliness and terror that hell is.
One morning in the very early hours a voice called me to come to Him in prayer. Barely awake I literally staggered to the little room I had set aside to pray. Suddenly the room I was passing through was lit by a light so brilliant I could see 50 meters across our small lake and even count the pine needles on the trees. Where we lived was so far from the city it was only illuminated by the moon and stars at night. That night had been particularly dark. "Sit down" I was told, I did and the world turned absolutely black. I could no longer see. I could not see my hand in front my face. My heart hurt so much from loneliness and terror at the Loss of God in my heart. I have never felt such absolute separation from Life. It lasted only a few moments and I knew as I stood up I never wanted to have this experience for all eternity. I had felt because no one will ever see hell but will live it for eternity.