Has God threatened me or you?
Often when I sit down to pray, especially in front of the Blessed Sacrament or early in the morning, I fall asleep. To be honest for a while this was a source of worry. Then when I was praying another time, I knew from my thoughts, I was not to worry any longer. Often when I pray I find myself thinking thoughts that are obviously not mine. Mine were always sinful and had very little charity in them. Sometimes my thoughts tell me of some one who needs prayers, of some one I know who needs prayers. It took me some while to get sensible and realize I should pray or where possible visit the people in my thoughts. Eventually I did.
What happened during those visits was sometimes insulting and sometimes successful. Other times after I woke from prayer I wrote down what I learned here is one, one of several similar perhaps I might write the others.
“It is time My creation understands what My Justice demands-total and utter subjection to My will. I am the God of all gods, what I demand I receive. There is no other way. The creature sins, the creature makes amends or I exact the needs My Godhead demands. Your major and grave sins offend My dignity and perfection, deliberately you drive My power and spirit away from My image, that part of Me that lives in you. The pain of this injury to Me has to be exorcised from My magnificence. I can do it in two ways, I can as I instructed Jeremiah crush the empty rancorous clay pots you are; or I can exact, while creation exists, a penance far harsher than you receive in the confessional. What is it to be? I sent Mercy to heal you, shall I now send Justice to curb you”.
I still ask, is this for me personally or is it for us all? You work it out perhaps with that fear and trembling mentioned in the scriptures. A final thought, once I was told, "Just who do you think you are, I lead you follow, I died for you, read scriptures".