There is something in me that feels disgusted most of those times I hear a homily on "God is Love". These homilies are they not inaccurate, and so incomplete and misleading? One time the priest, with his eyes raised unctuously to heaven in pious tones intoned “God is Luvvv” You know the pronunciation where the syllables slowly roll of the front of a rolled up tongue. As this happened the older single woman next to me, sighed and shook and moaned. I hesitate to guess what was happening to her, interiorly.
When, just when will we be taught the truth of God’s Love, not some highly accommodated modern pseudo catholic impression of the Lutheran Policy God’s love is so merciful we are all saved. We never remember we save ourselves by taking advantage of Christ's sacrifice and teachings. Look at Christ objectively. Study, meditate on His Life and we will see in a properly translated Bible how, He our Lord and Master taught and lived. You will find if you are of a sound and well informed spiritual life and mind, God’s love is confrontational. He confronted sin in all its examples including the personal intervention of the possessed by crushing it with words and deeds. I see from Christ’s actions, His personal actions how much He loved us, represented by the people of those times, therefore I must be very careful of how I behave. Let these thoughts affect your spiritual life and the life of Charity we should live. We will all meet Christ twice in our spiritual life, the life by which we shall be judged. Many of us are either not looking forward to these meetings or hoping against Hope, they will not happen. I am not unusual in wishing these occasions when I will justify (perhaps) how I carried out His will. To this end and to ease my hope for this dual experience of what will be justice and not love, I daily examine my conscience. I try not to rationalize my actions (sins) but seeing them for what they are. Like in many of the eyes of others, even unfortunately in my eyes and disgracefully in the eyes of many of the sixties style priests, who seek actively to belittle the gap between us an God, they, our sins, are not little errors. These are thoughts due to that educational stage we are in, brought there by modern Church teachings. It would do us all well to consider what does God think of us catholics, who given much fail to use the “muchness” of faith and the sacraments. We deny the right of our Providential God to be charitable towards us, by doing it our way, certainly not His. We are in denial or more properly we have opinions and not facts about Christ's mission and offerings. He earned for us our salvation and no way will any of us work as hard as did He, for ourselves and of course for His satifaction. How dreadful is that? The confrontational love we receive from God goes both ways and as is usual ours is dreadful when we confront God with all our nasty attitudes and receive Him or try when we have nothing to offer but our sinful souls, dead to grace and very much in denial of His available mercy in the Confessional. Did He do that to us and for us on