In a previous blog, I wrote of my agreement with the Trinity and Their Queen. It might be looked upon as a covenant by some but it is not. There was no sign of a fire.Nevertheless as it was written I came realize the ideas or conversations in my mind had little or no relationship to my thoughts, although to write this could be an error, quickly many will rush to say, "See he is crazy". Do not worry many do. It is an easy way out for them. I pity them so much. Since we know God gives us the intellect to think and when our thoughts are blessed by His actions, there could be a relationship that does exist. It is up to us to accept, to ascertain standards by which we continue
. Those of you who have read earlier posts know that my acceptance was predicated upon,the following, if it could be found in scriptures, came from an acceptable authority in the life of the church. from a source that I trusted. It seemed God's part it was to be proven through prayer and supplication.
I used to pray with a visionary called Lorna Keras. A good woman surrounded by foolish, opinionated catholic men and women. She admitted this to me herself and did not know how to handle it. She wished it did not happen. They did not like me at all. I did not please them or never was I inclined, as Lorna was, to do as they wished. No way could I see any advantage to my salvation or for anyone else for that matter by obeying their demands. The problem was the Archbishop refused to take Lorna under his wings as it were. This meant the loose cannons took over with their egos.
Lorna one evening as we were praying with Bill Girard, my wife, Andreana Kersens and a woman whose name I never seemed to remember who regularly drooped hints of my relationship with the devil, we prayed to ask about the local Marian pilgrimage. Lorna looked at me and said, "You will speak for Us and we will speak through you". Right there in scriptures it says, " Luke 21; 12. " But before all these things, they will lay their hands upon you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues and into prisons, dragging you before kings and governors, for my name's sake.
13 And it shall happen unto you for a testimony.
14 Lay it up therefore into your hearts, not to meditate before how you shall answer:
15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to resist and gainsay".
No one can prevent me believing scriptures. Mind many will think you cannot interpret the Bible to one's own advantage. They have to be foolish if the sticks and stones and egos of others that will rant against my beliefs will effect my faith. I wish they would give up especially as so many appeal to me that I might be sinning. They never fear these people that in reality this does not only apply to me but to you all who are Catholic and even more so to the priests who as men of this world will and in most cases not believe and certainly deny in what God said in the scriptures. How can they? Look at their sorry performance. They let it all go by to get on with deliberate sinners and hierarchs that are sadly in error.
Another time I asked Mary, "Why me? Why speak to me surely there are others". "We would like to speak to so many, but so few listen" was Her answer, "And so few listen" What a dreadful condemnation of the Church by her Mother.
I suggest you read Psalm 57, and Micah Ch 7 verse 16. Do they not sum up much of the priests and laity in the Church today? I have never had the feeling, of satanic influence even though these happenings forced me, as it should, to change my ways. Yet by a prayer I have known it was sometimes satanic and I came to learn that if my thoughts made me feel good then it was not from heaven. In this world I can say that to do good is sometimes uncomfortable and frightening. The Virtue of fortitude is hard to find. If I had not make changes, I would have no integrity, no honesty and would have lost my conscience and all the Church has taught me. and certainly God. What would have replaced Him in my life. I know and I dread to think of it. It is sometimes so hard to kneel in the confessional and hear priest acting like automatons as they administer the Sacrament of Penance and Reconciliation to my soul. I so often feel they want to get it over and move on. As an honest priest said one time I do not think it is a mortal sin, he was sincere. I told him why it effected me so much, how it was for me. He really understood and I thank God for the insight He gave that priest. God spoke to me through the priest in the Sacrament and it is time we all understood priest and laity alike that is what happens when we go to confess our sins. The Confessional reverses the ejection of Adam and Eve from the Garden of Eden for us and God speaks to us in His Garden where grace flowers abundantly. I urge the laity to print this take it to your parish priest or forward to his email to get his take on the above. It is very likely he will try to brush it all off. Remind him, he is your shepherd appointed by the Church and ask is it right or wrong any other views are from the the Devil including as many will give you, a polite brush-off. Now where have I read that before?
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