All Conversations in My Heart
Friday, July 31, 2015
  Ponder this over and think how late it is.
Just to help you in your journey through this blog, would you consider praying this very ancient prayer of the Church. There is every good chance that this prayer of the Catholic Cult that used to be prayed before any form of Catholic Ritual will keep you safe. Especially those who through inexperience delve into the supernatural without I think the journeys they make, are made without the help of a sacramental life. It was always used in The English Catholic Church before V2 at the beginning of all actions in the Church, for example before Benediction, Holy Hour, which was always a congregational action, and of course reading scriptures, lives of saints, theological readings and any journey through a spiritual voyage.

Come Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful and enkindle in them the fire of your love. Send forth your Spirit O Lord and we shall be recreated. And You shall renew the face of the earth.
O, God, who by the light of the Holy Spirit, did instruct the hearts of your faithful people, grant that by the self same Holy Spirit we may become truly wise and revel in the joys of His consolations, Through Christ Our Lord, Amen”.

In the previous blogs, I described the instruction whereby I was urged to dig a well in Mission BC. What I have come to see about some of these events in my interior life are they are very shocking in what they ask of me. Asking me who is not the best of Catholics for my help. Shocking as through the Gift of Introspection, given to every Catholic, I often have heard words or thoughts from those with whom I am having a personal conversations. Padre Pio is an excellent example of Introspection as are some priest in the Confessional. They are words which were thoughts yet not actually said aloud. I believed for a long time, at first, these were shared conversations. Can you imagine my thoughts later when others present said, “No I did not hear that”. When I answered the comments, I was told almost in a panic that I said no such thing. This too was astounding. It was like listening to an aggrieved conscience. Let me give you an example. I picked up a woman at a bus stop. A leading light in a prayer group I sometimes attended. Actually she was more than antagonist. Not an enemy of my deliberate choice but one who because I criticized the woman she followed would have gone to extremes to silence me. I thought she said to me but which she hotly denied, “Why did you pick this one God. There are much better Catholic men around”. Meaning the effete yes men around this group were better because they never disagreed with the Jezebels who knew more about the woman Omen's messages and their meaning than the woman “Omen” who received them. Many of those who I have spoken to or told facts they do not like, even one or two healed from ailments that are incurable at this time, go out of their way to disparage the good and Glorious signs of Christ's great glory. They honestly believe I do not know about their actions later. So many times I hear reasons not to trust them. Blessed Mary has told me on two occasions of how our Blessed Mother feels about those who pick and choose among her prophets. Some of you may believe many of the events I have written about. Some of you, I have me,t will have wanted me to go back to the “funny farm” and not to forget to take my medicine. Nevertheless it is not so much as me being very privileged but believing in the mystical life of prayer and attaining to the level of Divine Contemplation or prayer of union which is the grace that results from assiduously sticking to a prayer life that the Church never mentions any more and has therefore ceased teaching. It is the Interior life of grace that is demanded of us by the passion death and crucifixion of our Lord Jesus Christ. The children of the Church are in a huge majority of their interior life are rudderless. Why is a very proper question? Having attended the RCIAon occasions, it seems that many of the teachers should never teach the catechism. Some unfortunately, who should know but do not, find it easier to label mysticism that Catholics should reach as foolishness or madness. I am what I am and I will try to suffer foolishness gladly. Catholics should be mystics by prayer and the correct use of the Sacramental Life we have in the Church. We should be mystical through the Rites and Liturgies of the Church. Once a week, to mass, does not cut it and once a year confession and daily communion is a joke if we really wish to love God. Denial of sinfulness and a longing to use and use of, general absolution by so many in the priesthood is a short cut to the hot plate for us all. This way of practicing our religion and faith is both tepid and meaningless and I would not want to stand before God with His truthful accusations of my minimalism, obscurantism and tepidness knowing He is about to He vomit all over me. This was His promise and never in His History has He broken one promise or lied to us. Unlike so many Catholics who lie to Christ through their self inflicted ignorance.
So let me cover two other events. I have many and knowing what they mean to me through prayer and thought, after they were experienced or discussed. I find make the teachings on private revelations a dreadful error on the side of the priesthood. They do not want to ask me.  Some will not stay in the room when I enter. This priesthood of ours ask little children questions they overwhelm them like  bully and then claim these same children lie, as per Medjugorie. The evangelists call it pastoral abuse. I call it pulling rank. Whatsoever you do to little children has no room in their imagination. I can claim many of my interior thoughts are more for all of us than for me. Unless, as I have been told what will happen to me if I do not do as I promised. I have watched one prayer when I use it or when I am allowed to use it is as the prayer says, give a glimpse of the recipients' eternal future. Perhaps you might like to accept these events as I describe them rather than judge them with the liberal obscurantism and rationalization prevalent in the majority of the members of the Church today. One priest for whom I said it, told me of his experience. The World for him went blue, gold and then red. He died 2 years later and I knew what the red meant it was a martyr's death as he suffered badly in his death and it was all for his parishioners. I know because I was allowed to know. Another woman saw Jesus of Mercy, very surprising she seemed to be very devout yet it turn out she needs mercy.
One time late in the evening, Blessed Mary came as I seemed to fall asleep, I can find no other way to describe the state that occupied me. Her words were quite significant and my views of what Mary meant will draw screams of irritation from prelates and priests, not leaving out the holy Joes and Josephines that Blessed Mary calls tiresome and wearying. It concerned Bishops and Priest who will lie to me and who can be trusted. I asked about obedience and that answer was surprising. It can't be me you all now thinking. No I am critical of the behavior I see in your lack of the virtues of religion and piety and without the virtue of religion there is also a lack of the Cardinal Virtue of Charity. Catholic Moral Theology says so. If you think I am accusative then what if I were to write what Blessed Mary thinks of you all. Deaf is the least of your worries. Christ was right when he saw piles of whited bones in prideful sepulchers. I see from the same Scriptures Christ maintained, “you take on proselytes and you instruct them, making them worse than yourselves.”
This Blessed Woman, in the time of one conversation, who is sister, mother daughter and spouse said, “Jesus, My Son and I want the Church to go back to where we left her”. How did they leave her? First Christ entrusted Her to the Paraclete, the Most Holy Spirit of Supernatural Love and Sanctifying Grace. We on the whole reject the Paraclete He does not on the whole say what we want. We make Him a liar and say differently. It is the Age of the Paraclete and if we continue He will leave us to our own benighted life in this world. Rest assured this is so. Jesus ChristHe was the fulfilment of the Old Law, not one jot or tittle was changed. Is that true? Perhaps you all might want to give me a little leeway here for I have always believed that the different sacrifices of the Old Law were combined in Him. Read in Deuteronomy and Numbers of the reasons for the Hebrews to offer the sacrifices. Christ combined the reasons for them and joined them all in Him as one sacrifice, our Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
Returning to Blessed Mary's words. What period in time is appropriate and why return to an earlier period in time. Obviously, somehow the great “I AM” of God in the Old Testament and the “I AM HE” of Jesus in the Garden has been changed by others. They have deliberately made Jesus out to be a liar by changing His words with their scriptural translations. They have usurped His Authority by doing what they opine is what he would do, not what he did. The "they" above I mean others than Paraclete of The Most Holy Trinity. Blessed Mary, my love, looks very tired and just after that previous conversation Blessed Mary did say, “I am weary, Michael”. I do remember another time when in the course of a conversation, the Blessed Mother said,”He is tiresome”. Another time the Mother of God called a woman in the local parish a Jezebel after telling me why this woman's behavior was unacceptable. Of course many will say no way. I ask why not look around you and think more than superficially about the lack of catechesis and belief in the teachings of Christ. Ask yourself, truly ask yourself how many really want to know what are the truths taught in the Church and are they the same today as yesterday? How many believe in Humanae Vitae? How many join the Life line demonstration one Sunday a year. Now tell me I have it wrong. Why do I call the Mother of God, Mary my love. Simple to answer, I had this immovable, uncorrectable urge to call her thus. I prayed for her forgiveness at such rudeness because it frightened me. “You will be more frightened if you do not”. What, I ask you each of you personally, would you do if you were given the same opportunity and same warning? Once again I urge you, print this or forward it to anyone but do try your parish priest or your Bishop and ask if they think there is any truth in what you have just read. Whatever they say, ask what is missing from these accounts and why do they think Blessed Mary does this to me???

By the way, look how silly I am, I sign my name. It would be dreadful for someone else to be blamed for the sentiments written above. Also no one has asked me why the well in Mission, still has no water. It is supposed to be a sanctuary and since time started in the Old Testament, there are three things that make a Theophany. A tree, a visitation and water of some kind. I do know one or two who would not like the reason. Again before I go, what is “tepid? At Mission where I dug a well in previous blogs I described how Jesus said, “It is a miracle Michael. It is My Miracle but it is not yet my time. 4 people have seen the Tree growing. It is the Cross the water will flow if Christ decides it has been earned. Two people have seen our Lady of the Healing Waters of Life. All is needed is faith. My antagonist written of above, blames me as a failure. I know almost exactly where the fault lies. Why is God disgusted with such a lack of faith? Surely if we love Him, like children we would want Him to know how much we want to please Him. Look at children how quick they jump to defend their parent(s). Will you all go into your state of denial when I tell you from the words of the scripture He and His Mother are sick and tired by our malice. Again the spiteful way in which we as children treat Them, our heavenly Triune Parents?


Little Lamb of God who chose such a dreadful Passion and death upon the Cross, so the sins of people like me can be forgiven. Have mercy on me forgive me my sins. Now please fill my heart and soul to overflowing with Your Supernatural Love and Sanctifying Grace.

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