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Wednesday, March 25, 2015
  Unholiness

There is something intrinsically wrong with the Catholic Church since the end of Vatican 2. In writing this I draw down upon myself the wrath of liberals and the middle of the roaders. Nevertheless there is and it is undeniable it all started with Vatican 2 regardless from which pew you study her. The liberal wing remind me of those in my social world who are bi-polar. Any of my friends whom I try so hard to help in their despair know full well they have a problem but seem to be too washed out at times to cope. The liberals know as well their behaviour is off the same wall too. Read most Catholic Blogs on the 'net what I write is obvious but liberals with with a bipolar religious conscience they react loudly and frighteningly when called to be reasonable and never act with a charitable responsibly towards us, their neighbours in Christ. I apologize profusely for my words yet...yet I feel something must be done to help us all cope in our religious lives and keep the Church of a House of Charity and Prayer. It is horrifyingly aggravating (how I like that phrase) to deal with anyone who goes off like a giant firecracker demanding that we agree with them and to change our beliefs and attitudes, that are old ways and taught to us by our parents. They act like the reformers of old without the equipment and the law to hang, draw and quarter us. I see that this legality is not far from appearing amongst us. I find when some of my bipolar friends do not take their prescriptions I do not have the ability to help or cope with them. How much this hurts and disappoints me that I a grown man cannot and am not allowed to help them. The medicine so many of the liberals in the Church need is regular and very frequent use of the Sacrament of Confession. How can we get them to take this medicine The Church has seen the gradual fall deeper and deeper into acts of sheer spitefulness as a remedy for so much that is not wrong. The treatment of priests and laity that long for the EF Latin Mass is not in any way charitable and causes me great grief that I see such great hatred for our brothers and sisters, especially from the priesthood.
There are two Liturgies that are used by the majority of Latin Catholics. The Novus Ordo and the EF liturgy. Not one person have I read ever made a proper comparison of their values in the Church and formulated any discerning and proper comparison between them for what they are and how the Church over its lifetime describes the reason for their use. Every thing we do should be a prayer for Scriptures demand this of us, to pray continuously James 5:16 "pray one for another, that you may be saved. For the continual prayer of a just man availeth much". Then there is, 1 Thessalonians 5:17 : "Pray without ceasing"
The Church claims to be a House of Prayer and it asks we offer or should every morning an offering that makes each effort we make, each action we take, as a prayer. We say, “I hope”, O Jesus, through the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I offer You my prayers, works, joys and sufferings of this day for all the intentions of Your Sacred Heart, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world, in reparation for my sins, for the intentions of all my relatives and friends, and in particular for the intentions of the Holy Father. Does this not admit both Masses are prayers and all we do daily must be a prayer. Any Catholic Should know what are the stages through which we  rise through prayer or make a fairly accurate statement of what the steps up the ladder of Divine Ascent are, which start at tepid and rising up to heaven through various stages to the twofold prayer of quiet/silence.
 I will challenge you all to tell me I am wrong about the use of the dreadful sign of peace whereby the laity dismisses the Church's explicit instruction and turn around to those behind and shakes hands noisily and frightened disinterested bishops and priests allow this insult to the Body that lays there on the altar of sacrifice. Where do you see the prayer of quiet there? In the Lation Mass we are in no doubt we are in quietitude which is the level we should rise to.
Who is IT present on the altar of sacrifice at that time? The King of Heaven and Earth of course. I doubt from the bedlam that breaks out and the dreadful and outrageous treatment of the Host by the unruly crowd present, if many really and truly know who IT is. An action, by the way, for which Michael the Archangel gave us a prayer at Fatima to apologize for those irreverent actions so commonplace in the Church today. They who are in front of us at Mass or we turn our back on God to be sociable to what I might observe to be sinners. I cannot in honesty bring myself to say, “Forgive them for they know not what they do, because most just to not care". Can I ask, is this because the priests do not care, just let it happen for peace and quiet of the wrong sort? Have we, the laity, learned from the priesthood this outrageous blasphemy? Go ahead castigate me all you want but I will never turn my back on Jesus. I do not know or have I heard of one time He did that to me, to anyone really. I shall never have to stand before Him and admit to that blasphemy or sacrilege. Ezechiel 36:26 is I hope, about to be very appropriate, “[26] And I will give you a new heart, and put a new spirit within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and will give you a heart of flesh. [27] And I will put my spirit in the midst of you: and I will cause you to walk in my commandments, and to keep my judgements, and do them”.
If you wish to prove me to be in a terrible error take this to your parish priest or local bishop ask him or them to stop me since they know I cannot possibly be right, because they are good priestly men. They teach you Humana Vitae, they teach you of sin and of Grace. They hear your confessions regularly and defend the Church's teachings in Public. If you do not ask then you know your problem too. Frightened, I think and I might be right.
What is the answer, it is simple the Pope in his position as guardian of the Keys and Magisterium must stand up and be counted. He must reiterate and reiterate what the Church has taught and will teach. Unless he does the Church will wither on the branches and the end of the age of the Holy Spirit will come and we will get “what-for” from an angry God. Just imagine us living a life without a church in this world that we, not God, destroyed.

O my Lord I believe and I profess You are the Son of the Living God who came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the first. Accept me this day O Son of God, as a partaker in Your Mystical Supper for I will not betray You to Your enemies with a kiss or a sign as did Judas. Like the thief I confess, remember me O Lord when You come into Your Kingdom, remember me O Master when You come into Your Kingdom, remember me a Holy One when You come into Your Kingdom. Let not my partaking this day in Your Mystical Supper be unto me a time of judgement and condemnation but rather a time of Righteousness, of sanctification, of peace of mind and of a joyful heart. O God forgive me for I am a sinner, I have so many times, times without number have I sinned. O little Lamb of God who chose such a pain filled Passion and dreadful death upon the Cross so people like me could be forgiven, forgive me. O Lord have mercy on me.
















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Monday, March 23, 2015
  What should we do with The Ocean of Mercy
We all know we do not know as much as we claim to know. If we stop just for a moment it becomes so very obvious. There are very few who will admit to gaps in their knowledge. To suggest such a fact to any Catholic in today's Church might well get a response that is quite astounding. Let alone any admittance from any approached we do not know God well at all. “No! that is not right”, one hears, “I know a lot about God”. My problem, which I readily admit is a problem, every time I think I know God, He leaves me quite confounded. God's love is quite unlike the aggravating homilies on God's love. Homilies or sermons that I have heard preached with bated breath and unctuous tones. These homilies are very aggravating honeyed words made with sighs and affected whispers. One woman sat next to me, some time ago, started heaving sighs and squirming around on the pew in a most disgusting manner. God the Son is a man, a strong virile perfect man who was a hero and talks and acts as a heroic man would. That is the love of God for us. Strong virile and protective. He loved heroically, surrendering Himself to our enemies to die for us thus giving an eternal life. I have yet to hear a priest mention that fact. There again I have probably missed it. Although I have only heard two priests mention Humanae Vitae from the pulpit
But what about His mercy and compassion. Talking with many Catholics they have very little understanding, God's Mercy, Compassion and Justice are from the same God and have an ascending order, before Heaven is opened for us. In fact Jesus Himself told St Faustina, "I am Mercy but above Me is Justice". In fact in this day and age we have forgotten that The Council of Trident came about to set straight the Lutheran Fallacies that had became a dreadful vogue in the Catholic Church. One is the dismissal of the Sacraments, especially confession to be supplanted by "faith alone can save". A lie admitted to by Luther himself. Luther confirmed, to a personal friend he used the word “alone” as it sounded so much better in German. The Reformation need to receive both the Body and Blood was justified by it was incomplete to receive one and not the other. I have always been astounded, it has always floored me, how can a group, a heretic sect without a priesthood have the Eucharist. This gives them a free reign to utilize their grape juice and different breads as they see fit. What kind of respect do every day items inspire in us? How can anyone who is only justified arrive in the Kingdom of the Righteous One. Even Abraham considered a most just man did not enter heaven until Christ died for the forgiveness of original sin.
St. Sister Faustina Marie is truly the one chosen by Jesus to make the definitive statement on Mercy as Christ wants it known. Her polish bishops and theologians put her on the Index and adamantly stated her new devotion was not necessary.God would not want, did not want another devotion. She has never officially been taken off the Index but the one Polish Bishop who knew her could not wait as Pope to justify her, to sanctify her to make her righteous as a saint is.
The gist of her revelation is so simple. The Divine Mercy is limitless, its depth is fathomless, its width and breadth is unmeasurable and one drop as the Church has taught, is enough to forgive all sins ever committed. One of the prophets, quoted by St John Eudes, perhaps it was Ezechiel, perhaps it was Jeremiah who wrote, “A woman's womb encompassed heaven”. Those words have always mesmerized me when thinking of Blessed Mary. Her sinlessness from the start, her purity was such that heaven, all of it could live in Mary's womb. Now if you want deny the uniting of her soul to her heart could not have happened if She there was even a hint of sin in the womb is not true, you will sure have a problem when Justice is applied to your life. Conception in the act of love is as the Church says in a round about way the Act of the Holy Spirit. The Book of Wisdom first chapter says the Holy Spirit flees from sinful thoughts.That is the basis of the Immaculate Conception that God's thought, His conception of Mary's soul could unite Itself to an pure Heart.
What then can we assume that the Mercy Ocean can contain. These must be able to fit in to the Ocean of Divine mercy. A title that can definitely applied to the Sacred Heart from where blood was poured out when a Roman Legionary opened His chest for to the world to see the Heart of Love. How can all these  not exist in that Heart. Purgatory, the Church from Its beginning, the Universe and anything else that needs God's forgiveness. Now Heaven cannot forgive sins since we have to be, using old English, “shriven”. We need to make perfect acts of atonement and reparation or have someone in the Temporal world make them for us. Here is how I do it. Please do not quibble I cannot  make the claim to any sort of perfection, but as Jesus says love others as I have loved you. It is the same for you and I, we must try.

Almighty and Eternal God, consuming fire of terrible jealous love, Dear Father, Creator and Lover of mankind, into the Ocean of Mercy poured out by Your Most Obedient Son Jesus Christ upon the world I place all the poor souls in purgatory, the Children that died in the womb, the Children miscarriaged, the Children torn from wombs by abortionists, all the members of the Church, all your daughters of your creation so badly abused in so many ways; may they forgive their abusers, all those in war torn lands whose families are torn apart to be ravished and raped. Into the care of this ocean of mercy I place all those of my blood, all those who are my friends and all those whom I find it so hard to like. Let every thought of This wondrous ocean cause us all to hear our consciences and double and redouble our cries of repentance and sorrow as we plead as we must for Your Divine Mercy

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